My New Name

This blog is a result of a sermon at church last Sunday.

Part of the sermon was about Jacob wrestling with God. One of the elders at our church spoke about a time he wrestled with God. He had clinched fists at first. John said you cannot wrestle with God with closed hands, and it takes 2 to engage in wrestling.

After Jacob wrestled with God he received a new name. Israel.

I am ready for a new name on several fronts. My heart is desirous of change and deeper intimacy with the Father.

The top of my list for new names I want are: Courageous Truster instead of Fearful Worrier. I want freedom from food. I want a gentle tongue despite what people do or say to me.

I am on a new journey. There are some times lately when at the core of my being I am wandering if I really believe God can change his people. If he can really change me. I am ready for a new name. I am ready for belief in the Creator.

With two hands wide open I come.  Unclench my fists Lord and open my hands and heart to you.